"Why did you go do that?
Why did you have to do that to me? Especially now, n o w, of all time?
Can't you see that you've messed with my mind?
You CANNOT do this to me.
And now I'm stuck
in this crumpled, broken mess of thoughts that i'm forced to awkwardly fit together?
In this complicated mess of problems and calculations i'm supposed to pick apart?
I'm a mess now,
and the saddest part is, I don't know what to do anymore.."
"...i'm...."
"No, don't.
You've said enough for now.
oh, baby girl.
ReplyDeleteno clue what's happened.
but let it out.
let it all out.
and i love you.
"And now I'm stuck in this crumpled, broken mess of thoughts that i'm forced to awkwardly fit together"
ReplyDeleteI hate when this happens and you have to be a host or a happy person to a group of people. Its a lot easier crawling into a hole. I don't think Id want to get used to that feeling but sometimes it lasts awhile ( sorry for being so negative- just trying to relate to what you wrote). Best wishes <3