Midnight fears.

"no, don't go!" she cried emptily, her neptune eyes brimming with oceans of sorrow. "please don't go yet, i have so much more to give you, so much more to say!" her scars of loneliness caves down her arms and circles around her heart, beating in time with the tears pulsating down her jaw. She throws her head into comforting warmth and soothes her throbbing head with gentle caresses but her chest, her chest wouldn't stop breaking in two.

The walls were silent.

Sweet Serenity

and an echoing calmness envelops us in the sky tonight, wrapping around us is every star and every nebula of cloudy dreams. to lie with you in this moment, we cling to the heavens where meteors dash across the sky and across your lovely eyes. To entangle myself within you is to feel heartbeats vibrating through my fingertips. I want you more than the skies and the oceans and you're enchanting but you're real and in this moment I can touch infinite happiness. we are infinite. we are forever.

No more journeys.

i'm just tired of looking down an empty road

leaving footprints in scattered greying dust

walking along yellow borderlines

between the truth and lies

and dodging the accusing traffic lights

because you can see.

i run into your arms

and i fall into your eyes

drown in your multitude of frozen dreams

wild desires, and bitter lies.

your kisses spread like wildfire,

and the ocean pools in those eyes,

those heaven-sent illusory celestial orbs

that see me through, right through my disguise.

d o n ' t . l o o k . a t . m e

breathless realization.

and you're the lunar eclipse i burn midnight oil for

because your light sears my fingertips and my lips

with promises of love, lust, beautiful lies

you whisper seductive dreams into my heart

and press butterfly kisses on every broken wall.

can i trust you?

[  s t e a l   m y   h e a r t   a w a y  ]

you show me visions of long summer days

where you hold me and waltz to the singing winds

songs of sorrow, songs of love, songs of tomorrow

and of what could have been if you-

if you hadn't been tempted to kiss her too-

and yet,

i still love you

i forgive you

[ b  r  o  k  e  n]

but what is love to a moon who only hides in shadow

and eclipses from my reaching fingertips

do you love me?

She falls too quickly.

she falls too quickly

because falling is all she's ever known

and to fall is to learn how to crawl back up

until bloodied knees and blooded hearts

bleed no longer.

the haze of a mans' love

has long ago dissipated with cold, cruel cutting wind

r  e  j  e  c  t  i  o  n

for such hallucinations can only be stopped

by the medicine of his heavenly kisses

f  a  l  s  e  h  o  p  e

and as drying autumn leaves fall

she shall fall too

she falls too quickly

because falling is all she's ever known

and to fall, to be picked up, to be held,

actually frightens her just that little bit,

because falling in love with him

doesn't hurt.

"i'm scared..."

dedicated to my mate Bethany

i hate friends with benefits.

you

despicable, disgusting, flirtatious you.

if you asked me if i'd do it all over again, 

i'd reply with a resounding "yes"

just to remember what it was that drew me to you

in the first place, what made me fall so hard,

and to tell myself that it's not worth it

because you

took the pieces of me and scattered them

across the soothing oceans

and now when i'm broken once again

you offer to pick me up from the unforgiving waves

and offer your sinful lips to heal my wounds

if you asked me if i'd do it all over again

i'd reply with a fearful "no"

because you've already dirtied me.